Monday, January 7, 2008

New Year. New Semester.

A new semester begins tomorrow and, sadly, it's not the copious amounts of reading I have that I dread. Ah to go to school in Orange County with some of these people. I would bet my loan check reimbursement that the same shallow vapid people arrive in their designer clothes with their noses turned up and us peasants who don't meet their qualifications of being spoken to. You know who i'm talking about. The people who honestly believe that what they wear and how much makeup they apply will thoroughly increase their grades.

[For the record we only received 2 grades to date.] Now, generally speaking, it does bother me that these people don't really believe acknowledging my presence isn't worth their time because I don't own anything Chanel or Juicy Couture or i'm not a tall hot blonde. However, I did a lot of reflecting over the break after the year I had and this is what I've come up with:

a.) Even though it bothers me that not everyone likes me, why should I really care? Is it really important to deplete my wallet in order to impress others? No. I can use that cash to engage in fun activities such as drinking, eating, and going to Disneyland.

b.) I mean really, the girls I am referencing are actually ugly heifers. And that includes on the inside.

c.) There are people who I want in my life. It is in my control as to who is and who isn't in it. And why would I want their negative energy? As my sister would say, "bad juju"

d.) I would like to point out and acknowledge that I am just like them in judging. In my defense though, I will always believe that I don't like people because my heart tells me that they are bad people. If God gave me one gift, it is definitely that ability. Judging just means i'm human. And my judgments are only harshly negative when these assholes piss me off. :)


Either way, I hope I can fight the machine. I've made a resolution to stop playing into the OC stereotypes and stop watching so much junk. Ah back to the good ole days when I watched the news in the morning, not E! And there's so much to watch this year in the news with the elections rapidly approaching.

Stay tuned for details on my first day and my trip to DC for New Years 2008.


And, of course, Welcome to 2008!

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